contradiction,

contradiction,
that's what i'm made of.

i want this but i also want that,
i feel right but i also feel wrong,
what now

i'm such a coward.

lack of the courage to do stuff i want to do,
because i know i don't know how to.
lack of the courage to say stuff i want to say,
because i know i can't take the consequences.
lack of the courage to give anyone my heart,
because i know i might hurt them.








i'll do my best,
but i know that that's not my best
what the hell.
does anybody feel the way i feel?













yesterday's valentines day,
i enjoy chocolates,
so i hope you enjoy them too :)
even if you're single,
you still have the rights to celebrate valentines,
as long as you love.
thanks xiaocai, yuting, oji, joonfai, jiayi, baoling, yongen, honey♥, reika♥
happy valentines day♥

to my best buds from FYC, class, 2133,

i just wish to hold on to every single one of you,

because you guys are all i've got, 

i thank you for you just being who you are, 

and i thank you for taking me in :)

cut the contradiction?
impossible i think.







tomorrow i'm bringing lunch for you two :)





记录, 三思
15/02/2011